Praying for the better
Exactly 1am now. Just got back not long ago. Okok, let's just start off from Friday night. I went out alone at night, just walked around aimlessly. Dont know where to head to but somehow i got to Elijah's place. He's phone is switched off so i called his house and asked if he wanna meet me just right under his block and yea, he doesnt want to. So i continued walking everywhere, and got lost in tampines! Called baby's house again, and the dad said he's asleep. Like 9pm? So early? So i couldnt ask him for directions. Continued walking, hoping to find my way home. And i actually found my way and reached home about 11pm. And i actually prayed that i'll get hit by a car or just faint of excessive walkings cos' i didnt eat at all from like 12pm till like 11pm? Yea.. i was just hoping something bad happens to me, and i get hospitalise or something. Hah! Sherlyn, you're SO foolish. But probably that's the only way my baby's gonna come and see me, right? But I couldnt bring myself to do this kind of things on purpose. So i can only pray that it would somehow happen. And then this morning, when i woke up, i was so looking forward to receive AT LEAST a message from elijah, but sad to say, he didnt get to me AT ALL. Yea.. probably still mad at me, so didnt call him or anything. After slacking awhile, i headed off to meet my aunt for lunch, followed by organ. Still, elijah didnt get to me. Went off after organ with aunt, finally got my contacts solution and we headed back home. Still, baby didnt get to me. *sighs* And then, wrote him a testimonial and till now, he havent accept it yet. Then finally i called him. As usual, he didnt answer my calls. And the next moment i know, he switched off his phone. Yea.. really a sad thing huh? I actually wanted to take the trouble to get phone card and go down my block and call him with a private number. But after much consideration, it's like for what? He doesnt wanna answer my call, so no point right? Cried AGAIN. After awhile, headed off to downtown with mum, aunt and weiyan. Had dinner at Different Taste. Yup, such a filling meal we had. After dinner, parted with mum and aunt, we went to get SOMETHING done and yea headed off to the beach. Walked a few minutes, cheryl called and asked to go marina square together. There's discounts and it opened till 12am. All agreed so we headed off to meet cheryl. On the way, walking past downtown, we met up with a lot of our classmates. Met up with cheryl, and we went total crazy again. I probably should do this more often cos' they simply just make me forget about my troubles like, TOTALLY? It's great! And all of us got stuffs for ourselves, it's cool. Had great time with them and that is why i'm back late. Oh yea, baby did get to me like FINALLY? Yea.. i dont know are we cool or not. I really hope we are. Let's see what happens tomorrow. Smile bitch.
With love, on Sunday, July 23, 2006
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
